At the Beginning it felt like i was trapped with no way out , being stuck in a room with nobody to help me get through the difficult time that i was having. I felt like i was putting everything into moving forwards when , Turns out when the type decisions i was making which what i believed was the right direction but in-fact it was the complete opposite , ill be honest it felt like a pain that i couldn’t get rid of.
Sometimes it felt like i deserved the pain inside but in-fact i was just thinking negativity , being sat there thinking your friends don’t like you without actually knowing why is a horrible feeling inside.
It took me a while but i sat and had a conversation with my mum and dad and then after thinking hard about it. Nobody had a single problem with me. I just had a subconscious feeling that they did when they didn’t which sounds ridicules.
After a long time thinking more positive about things , I felt better and happier in myself and i realised that actually what i needed was a little self confidence and self belief. Looking at things from a different perspective really helped me realise that there was never actually a problem. My Advice would be that if you were ever feeling that sort of insecurity just sit and take a minute to look at things from a different perspective.
You Will hopefully realise that what ever problem you think you may have may actually not even exist. The only place it exists is subconsciously so what i would suggest is to speak to a friend or family member if you have any troubles no matter how big or small.
It’s actually the little problems that could be the most effective. So don’t risk messing your mind up and a possible chance of messing up your life , don’t take that risk speak to someone and get the problem sorted before it starts to effect you deeply.