I’ve had this problem a lot in life, feeling like the odd one out. Having the feeling that you’ve made friends when in-fact they couldn’t care less about you. I’ll tell you an example there was this girl “No-Name” she used to contact me or ask to call me when she was going through a argument with her boyfriend or the countless times he walked out. The biggest part which there was a mix of anger , frustration and honestly just confusion. Why i hear you ask?
I’ll tell you why, The reason i had those feelings is because for the years i’ve known her, she’s never asked me “How are you feeling, are you well?” when she knows i suffer from epilepsy and how it used to effect me. My mates who i’ve known 20 years i haven’t heard from him in about 6 years. So i know what it’s like when your feeling like you’ve been pushed into a corner.
The thing i’m glad about is my neighbours. They are always asking me how are you feeling and am i doing ok. My mums carers always message me during day asking me how am i doing if they saw me that morning and i had a absense , you know your true friends when they start with “How are you feeling?”
